无奈..

想关心你有错吗?
想了解你有错吗?
为何你常常都敷衍我?
问你什么问题你都似乎不想回答..
真的关心你,想和你分担每个难题.
别说我还小,不懂事,其实我懂的!
长大了会更想与你解决问题,一起面对每个难关..
或许你不要我担心,不想我操心..
我好无奈..所以只能默默的支持你,永远爱你~~

Multi-colored Gladiator

My favorite gladiator , love it because it comes in multi-colored, not that type in black or white we used to see.. saw it while i was shopping with hsien yun n boo..hsien yun also bought oen pair but in different color~~

imaging wearing it with a simple dress or a pair of short pants..haha..should be very nice!!

开心。。快乐。。

好久好久没这么开心了，是可以轻轻松松的开心， 放纵自己！！
终于把所有的功课赶完了，连夜的赶，终于熬过来了。。
现在总算可以让自己休息休息，两三天吧！！ 过后又要为final拼了。
之前一段时间，总，心里头常常挂着“fyp”， 把它带在身边，有种无形的压力。它甚至霸占了我的睡眠时间，不让我睡得安！虽然累，但这是必经之路，一定要咬紧牙关的把它完成 =）
过程中，我看到你们毫不吝啬的提供帮助，帮我改‘slides’， 好开心！好开心有你们一起渡过大学生涯。开心自己能交到一班拿心出来交朋友的朋友。

我快乐因为：
和你们一起喝茶，八卦八卦。。
和你们去唱歌，最近爱上唱英文老歌。。
和你们吃午餐，虽然我时常睡不醒。。
和你们吃晚餐，虽然常常都不知道要去哪里吃。。
和你们打麻将，虽然有时为了几块钱吵了起来。。
和你们去旅行，虽然只去过几次。。
和你们去看电影，共同的爱好之一。。
和你们去逛物，好想去kl shopping 啦。。

接下来要有更多更都的outing，去魔力喝茶也很好呀！！
考完试后冲上槟城吃laksa， 炒粿条！

HapPy BiRtHdAy, 苹果妹

嘻嘻,虽然现在已经是19 号凌晨一点,但我还要透过我的部落向你说声:

生日快乐,苹果妹!!

Countdowning for presentation day 3..2..1..go!!

Feel very nervous for final year project presentation, 3 days to go, this coming Wed, i have to make a presentation for my project progress in this semester. Busy preparing for presentation and interim report lately, my mind was fully occupied by fyp, no mood to blog at all.

It has been 4 weeks since the last time i went back hometown, i miss my hometown, daddy, mummy and my comfortable bed. I do not have time to visit my brother in kl. I miss them deeply. After this presentation, i ll fly back to hometown. =) *excited * I want to have nice outing with my hometown friends too.

This semester is the most stressful semester i had ever had in my university life. What Alex said was not true, i cant fully enjoy this year because of FYP. FYP is haunting everyone of us but i believe i can go through it.. Whatever happens, i will face it toughly. Goodluck to yiing shuang and yee hwee in your presentation, gambade yea!!

............

Speechless + depression = crying non-stop
What can i get in return of losing 'tons' of tears?
Nothing.
Something happened but i am not willing to face it, keep avoiding it, it comes closer and closer.
I feel helpless in handling it, wondering what i can do to make the situation better.
It paralyzed me!
This week is a damn busy week - assignment, midterm, fyp and homework.
They really stress me up and occupy my mind.
Something that depressed me is temporarily flew out of my mind and i will try my best to prevent them from attacking me again!
I wanna kick them out of my life!

B

Goodbye forever, our cute and adorable Blackie
You are so "black" that's why we named you Blackie
We used to call you blackie or xiao hei
We used to scold you when you are naughty
We used to beat you with clothes hanger when you really pissed us off
We used to teach you 'sit' and 'hand up' command
We will always remember those happy moments you brought
We really heard what you tried to tell us before your last breathe
And you would never know what's our feeling of losing you

Rest in peace, B!