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Speechless + depression = crying non-stop
What can i get in return of losing 'tons' of tears?
Nothing.
Something happened but i am not willing to face it, keep avoiding it, it comes closer and closer.
I feel helpless in handling it, wondering what i can do to make the situation better.
It paralyzed me!
This week is a damn busy week - assignment, midterm, fyp and homework.
They really stress me up and occupy my mind.
Something that depressed me is temporarily flew out of my mind and i will try my best to prevent them from attacking me again!
I wanna kick them out of my life!

B

Goodbye forever, our cute and adorable Blackie
You are so "black" that's why we named you Blackie
We used to call you blackie or xiao hei
We used to scold you when you are naughty
We used to beat you with clothes hanger when you really pissed us off
We used to teach you 'sit' and 'hand up' command
We will always remember those happy moments you brought
We really heard what you tried to tell us before your last breathe
And you would never know what's our feeling of losing you

Rest in peace, B!

Moody

9th July 2008
Wednesday, such a boring day
Dr.316 gave us a holiday this week
do not need to consult him and report my progress
Should be happy and celebrate for my "holiday"
However, I am moody and feeling lost

Into FyP

Final year, epsilon, time past too fast, it seems like four years gone after a wink of my eyes. In final year, i need more time to work for Fyp, time to play, time for me and time for him. I found out how dull working life is after chatting with ruling and friends who already into working life.

Start of the first day of this semester, everyone seems very busy with own fyp, searching title for fyp then finding a most suitable and helpful supervisor, register fyp, this and that... Queued up in the very early morning to get form for registration. The situation recollected me the moment we queuing to take our smart card, I just flashed on that moment we shared our jokes and laughing although we need to wait for hours.

Feel relieved after settle everything from choosing title to meet supervisor. I chose a very "bio" title and hope i had made a right choice. Actually we are confused by all the titles uploaded because apparently we have no idea what to do and where to start.

My condition now: still quite blur about what I am going to do, what i can do is to search for articles, read and understand it before consultation begins.

Amuleto by Crystal Jade

Spotted Amuleto in Mid Valley, a newly opened restaurant serving western food. Classy and romantic ambiance had attracted me to dine in with jun hao. Couples should check this out, suitable for couple to have dinner or have any celebration.

Drinks are normal, not able to take a shot of whole restaurant because only 2 table of customers that moment, waiters are more than customers. They kept watching us made us embarrassed to snap photo =p Food we ordered but i totally forgot their names hehe.They just slipped off my mind :S

Jun hao's spaghetti, mine is dunno what chicken :O Nice to see, nice to eat! The food deserved my high rating ********** 10 stars i gave them

Desaru ..Desaru..

Family trip trend recently, all about gathering and making fun together. A big family trip consists of 20 members and destination would be Desaru. I've never been there before and put high expectation on Desaru beach. Lalala, white sandy beach and crystal clear water( that's what i imagine) and I am eager to get there.

A shot of mummy and I before we started a four-hour long long journey. Do we look alike?

We stayed at Pulai Desaru Beach resort, it is facilitated with a variety of recreation activities such as swimmming pool for adult and children, table tennis, tennis court, pool and bar lounge.

Swimming Pool

Obviously, table tennis

Pool but preferable for kids, holes are big and small pool table.

Sea view rooms offer us scenic panorama of the beach.

However,I am totally disappointed with the beach, it was polluted by oil split and the water is dirty. All of us dare not to swim in the sea water. Stepping on some oil split while strolling along the beach was the consequence of not putting attention to the warining paper. sigh!!! Hard to get rid of it until my bro found solvent for me. Take this as a lesson~ Although the beach was not satisfying, it would be romantic if couple walk along the beach watching sunset =)

Nice view when dusk fall

Do.Re.Mi. Hurray, go swimming!!! Their innocent face and smile sweetened my mood!!

Spending night time by chit-chatting because those recreations are more suitable for kids, kind of boring during night time.

Next day after taking breakfast, photo-taking session before swimming.

He is so sick of self-obsession, ask me to snap photo of him pretending a bartender~ his reason: bartender is SMART!!!

We are bonded forever~~too bad daddy not joining us

I respect her most as she guides me in everything from big to titchy matter.

A huge rock becomes a popular place to take photo.

Day 3, we are leaving Desaru but kids are not willing to go back , they like to swim and play at the pool. They were in sadness mode along the way back home. For me, i think once is much more enough, i would not revisit Desaru unless i had to =) Still, i feel happy to be with my family and relatives because when i working next time, we would have less time to have gathering.

Last picture captured before leaving Pulai resort.

~~Fancy to it ~~

People who know me should know i love "mian fen gao" very much. It would be my first choice for lunch if there were "mian fen gao". We usually drive all the way to Batu Berendam for it. The mian fen gao sold at the little stall is very yummy. It is considered as palatable food for my meal, yet my mummy's home-made mian fen gao had beaten it down. The home-made soup not salty as outside one and it has strong ikan bilis taste, plus it is nutritious because no MSG added. I sprinkled some "fried onion" into it, it become the most delectable dinner i had.


A glance of alluring "mian fen gao". Various kind of ingredients~ "QQ" slices of "mian fen gao"

I 've got a satisfied dinner today. Thanks mummy!!